Not Yet

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I am seriously loving this denim skirt made from legs of old jeans. The denim is stretchy, so it is super comfortable. I may wear it one or two more times in September.

Today’s photo prompt was crisp.

My prayers for John have become much shorter.

I gave my mom a Reese’s peanut butter cup.

I was contemplating taking medication for depression, I’ve had depression in the past but never this long or this deep.  Usually I come out of it in days rather than weeks, but I’ve been down since mid-August this time.  Instead I decided to exercise more, eat less, take SAMe for 4 weeks, and give myself permission to be loving towards me.  If I feel like I need rest, I’ll take it. If I feel like buying a new necklace, I will. I will run and eat apples and have sleep overs with my friends. I will do the dishes or not.  I will kiss my dog and rejoice in my students. I will do my best to learn how to not care what other people think. If this doesn’t work, then I’ll take the script. Just not yet.

 

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One Response to Not Yet

  1. annie says:

    I love how sassy you look in these photos! I’m glad you have a plan in place for dealing with the depression. Good luck with it. I’ve wanted to start walking again to lift my own mood. I NEED to start walking again and I have not yet begun.

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